Thursday, August 26, 2010

Lesson Learned.

The things people say out of anger are 100% out of anger. Their whole emotional state & mind state are totally off and most likely they don't really mean it. Just Sometimes one's pride should be set aside and mistakes realized. People should never just jump to conclusions based on their own point of view. The circumference of the circle (situation) should be measured first.

Mistake much?

You ever thought you meet someone new and they're just really something different? Your unsure of feeling sat first but then you've grown attached to this person & oh Gosh you HATE getting attached to people. You hate opening up for people. All that feelings crap is just ugh annoying so yo rather keep to yourself. Until you've met that one person you're so comfortable with. Those dark secrets you have buried deep within your memories are now resurrected. Things you pledged to oneself you would never share with anyone else but oneself. Man oh Man as time progresses things always changing and therefore people are constantly changing. That person you once admired is nowcategorized and put into a folder shoved in a draw somewhere. I really thought you were someone different. Well, Something different. A part from the flesh we're covered in, your mind could look pass it all. I just don't understand. whatever im done.

Monday, August 23, 2010


I'm just so sad at this very moment.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Like A Bone I'm So Breakable.

Standing real tall in these streets.
I am the man these men fail to see.
Constantly on the flee from each other
Eventually one brother will encounter another
And the lover faced with another.
Run away Run away keep on running.
Don't run with me.
I'm not sure where I'll end up.

One Rebulic - Prodigal

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

“There is a time in every man's education when he arrives at the conviction that envy is ignorance; that imitation is suicide; that he must take himself for better, for worse, as his portion; that though the wide universe is full of good, no kernel of nourishing corn can come to him but through his toil bestowed on that plot of ground which is given to him to till. The power which resides in him is new in nature, and none but he knows what that is which he can do, nor does he know until he has tried. “ -Ralph Waldo Emerson…”

Monday, August 16, 2010

I tend to forget...

That I have to just LIVE my life sometimes. No concerns. No worries. Who cares what people think? It is truly a waste of valuable time. Fruck psychics and palm readers. The Future isn't meant to be known. You can't see it. You can't predict it. You can't control it. But you can Prepare for it. How can someone tell us about a future we can't see? Things in life are meant to be figured out. The truth isn't meant to be seen. It's our job to find it. (For all seekers) Death is inevitable & we have to come into terms with life's contract one day. Everyone should just live their life ass freely as possible. Do the things you love. Be with the people you love. Be humble. Just Lovelovelove. Being stuck in any state of anger, melancholy, and fear is like a stick in the mud you never moving. Unless someone comes along and pulls you out. But since we are born into this world alone we have to do things for ourselves.

Sunday, August 15, 2010


‘Oh that’s the way the cookie crumbles.’

Who is a strong believer in this saying? :raises hand: I know I am. It’s just a short answer to most of life’s questions and problems. No explanation needed. Everything is everything. Shit just happens. That’s how life goes. The direction in which the wind blows we’ll never know. This isn’t true. We can change things but changing our thoughts.

Or you may have a different belief. Perhaps you’re not even aware of your belief. Most people really aren’t. They just see the outer circumstances as being the way the cookie crumbles. Until someone can show you the connection between the outer experiences and inner thoughts , you remain a victim in life. Whatever the problem is, it comes from a thought pattern, and thought patterns can be changed! No matter how difficult an issue we are dealing with, it is only an outer result or the effect of an inner thought pattern.” (Louise L. Hay)


Sunday, August 8, 2010

Chromeo - I Can't Tell You Why

cuddle fuddle.

I love feeling the sun shine down and grace my skin with Vitamin D. I hate when it’s too hot outside. I love the warm summer nights & the warm summer rain. As I’m writing these things I haven’t been outside in a couple days. For the past two days I would take a shower lather up and get dressed. Work on this nest sitting upon my head and get dressed. Getting dressed is where I stop. After I just sit around in my clothes or stare out the window observing the animals and people. (There are like a billion stray cats in my area now.) Uh I’m thinking these thoughts and trying to persuade myself you can step foot outside today all you have to do is get your ipod and be on your way. BUT like my weight my emotions are constantly fluctuating. It’s really annoying. Sometimes I don’t like moving until I have to. I give up on a lot of things before even trying.