Monday, October 14, 2013

GREEN SAUCE

we like that extra spicy feeling that makes us cry -
tears of pain and makes our noses drip. 
that extra green sauce on the side
in case we are soon to forget.

you promise yourself you'll never do this again,
and find yourself in the same exact position.
it's all so familiar.
these feelings aren't foreign anymore,
and these situations aren't dreams.
alcoholic relationships never work out.
it starts with a lie and ends with another lonely drink at the bar
hopelessly eye fucking your potential life partner.
but what has this life become?
shitty dance floors equal shitty relations?
this record player is always skipping a damn beat
and my feet aren't too tired just yet.
we feel it all and nothing more when our vision is blurry.
love wraps its hands around your waist and plants a kiss on your collarbone.
mmm that sweet aroma it leaves behind, euphoric!
another beautiful night to leave our not so beautiful lives behind.


we like that extra spicy feeling that makes us cry -
tears of pain and makes our noses drip. 
that extra green sauce on the side
in case we are soon to forget.

:::VOMITS:::

you've done it again 
and you're pretty sure it wasn't you.
why does it hurt to be so young and beautiful?
why are these mirrors full of god forbidden lies?
this beautiful girl is full of shit. 
full of the crap she ingests from impaired judgement.
she gets it. she always has.
there is no need to go above and beyond to make her feel unworthy.
her worth was left on a bar stool 
and being sober isn't fun.


we like that extra spicy feeling that makes us cry -
tears of pain and makes our noses drip. 
that extra green sauce on the side
in case we are soon to forget.