Monday, November 29, 2010


I just want to be able to provide for those who have provided for me. I get so angry when I can't do the simplest things for people like get a birthday gift. I just want a steady income so I could take of myself & the ones I love.

'I live for the nights that I can’t remember,
with the people I won’t forget
spending all the money I just work my ass off
for doing things that I wont regret
I’ve been waiting way too long long long long'
-Drake (Show Me A Good Time)

I am the alpha and omega.

Lets have a toast to new beginnings. The older I get the less attachment I have to things and the easier it is for me to start over.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

mobile uploads

When I'm depressed my thoughts are greater. I think I'm gonna sink.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010


I'm down for no apparent reason but this is nothing new. I make myself this way. I spend valuable time doing pointless things. I'm not even trying to think about the future, just grateful to wake up each morning. (It's what I hope for). I'm far from serious and my attention span is shorter than them little hairs growing back underneath your armpits that you can't quite shave(el oh el). My stomach fruckin sucks. My house sucks. Not looking forward to these fockers in this casa on Thursday. My phone sucks. I barely pay attention to it and so it stays on silent. Don 't text or call me I am thee worse(sometimes). It quite frustrating a lot of things. Day in and day out.


Sunday, November 21, 2010

Go To Sleep.


We are one in the same
words painting pictures
keeping eyes and ears entertained.
fingers Interlocked
kinks Entwined
My King, you lay high up on my pedestal
each night I make love to your shrine.

Sacred lovely lips...
where only water falls of truth spill,
deep into hopeful rivers
of junior impressionable thrills.

Never mind these leather man jackets, high top fades, and below the rim belts
crushing up asphalt dreams
cigarillos sorta helped.

-dancing in between; time weaves -

Throw away calendars and clocks
and let us all
shimmy down dull dangerous blocks
where piles of leaves and leftover hearts lay astray
scattered, tossed about
Marco Polo they call out...
But soon he calls in to call out.
and they forget their place.
As well as the paste.

Saliva is present to save thy day.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Eddie Kendricks - Date With The Rain (disco mix)

A Single flower in a Vase.

Walking in the rain, I'm walking in the rain. Hiding my tears in the rain. I have a date with the rain.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Side Note:

Just like objects can be replaced; People can as well. Fickle minded frucks. My words will anger you indeed because you'll think they're about you. I love mind frucking you all. Well it's hard forgetting and replacing those that have had an impact on your life...but it can be done.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010


I pray to the universe each night and each morning. In need of guidance.

Spinal Fluids.

Monday, November 1, 2010


Don't ever worry about me for I'll ALWAYS be OK. If I'm not OK...please still don't worry. Things are meant to happen and If I died tomorrow don't worry.