Sunday, May 3, 2009

Prisoner

Even sunlight dares
and trembles through
my bars
to shimmer
dances on
the floor.
A clang og
lock and
keys and heels
and blood-dried
guns.
Even sunshine dares
It's jail
and bail
then rails to run.

Guard grey men
serve plates of rattle
noise and concrete
death and beans.
Then pale sun stumbles
through the poles of
iron to warm the horror
of grey guard men.

It's jail
and bail
then rails to run.
Black night.
The me
myself of me sleeks
in the folds and history
of fear. To secret hold
me deep and close my
ears of lulls and clangs
and memory of hate.
Then night and sleep
and dreams.
It's jail
and bail
then rails to run.
-Maya Angelou

It's all because of the Brain.


My hopes are high, I'm quite high on hopes.

Friday, May 1, 2009

Only Time Will Tell...

Please don't force or rush my ideas or meddle with my emotions, because only time will tell.
It will tell if things are assorted correctly and if not then welp the world will crumble.

Time will tell the good from the bad but after all is it really different from this or that?
I conclude not. I guess what my mind is trying to whisper will only effect the smallest of creatures. One's face isn't always of clarity or words meant to inflict on one's mentality.

Forgive those that are lost and who have sinned. They have no idea how to separate the weak form the fake. Their eyes hold the truth, which lies deep within the pupils. Who's going in with the flashlight through the ear? The nose? the mouth? Shall you take it head on?

So many different views. How will we go about and choose? Because in the end we only have Self-Reliance...

..only time will tell.





**Trust thyself: every heart vibrates to that iron string.**

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Stomach..

The pain is calling
the worms, they crawling
tearing and eating away at her insides..


Stomach pains.

Life is...

..is well life.

Haven't blogged in a minute..umm what do I say..idk.
I have nothing to say so this is stupid. I really don't feel like sharing my life with the world anymore....whats the point?
w.e. im done.