"I just want to slit my wrist & end this bullshit.."
When our hearts are ripped out our chests, pulled apart, shattered into pieces, stomped on and thrown into the deepest wells, lost with no hope...we transform into different beings. The beating heart no longer exist and an infamous black hole appears. Along with our hearts, our emotions slowly wither away...and soon enough our minds are gone. we turn into these lifeless human beings with no hope in the world. everything and everyone is against us. There is no one out there like us, we are alone. we start to have suicidal thoughts. We think it's the easiest way out. POW! death = problem solver. In reality you are creating a bigger problem. Suicide is very Selfish. Your just thinking about yourself. Your not thinking about the people that love & care for you. The people that NEED you. What about others? Commiting suicide is a coward move. It's like why are you so afraid of living?
Times are hard. Everyday is a struggle for some of us. Relating to my last blog we have to learn how to vent & talk to people. This helps a lot. An escape for myself is writing blogs. Although i don't have a post everyday im constantly putting my emotions/thoughts/feelings onto paper or in another form. I just want to say no matter how bad your life is going right now, at this moment in time, please don't give up on it b/c there are those that will never give up on you. There are those who will always be there for you. Those that love & support you no matter what... so when the going gets tuff never give up! Life is precious, value it as long as 'God' is giving you the chance to.
P.S. I love you & I am here for you always and FOREVER.