Hello December 2010

'Waiting on death to move up out the same chair.'

Shit Man Shit.

My body's feeling like shit. Like this shit is constantly feeling like shit. I can't eat or drink anything without some sort of shit happening. It frucking sucks. I feel like I'm 90 years old or some shit. I should not feel like I'm dying every single day. It's like this shit is always trying to shut down. I'm grateful for waking up each day (sometimes). I just noticed I'm an apocalyptic dreamer. Shit is scray as fruck but interesting at the same time. Most times I wish I could either shit out or throw up all my problems but then I'll spend most my 'life' i n the bathroom el oh el.