Blame Game.

Who's to blame for our parents mistakes? We blame their parents. We blame their environments. We blame whoever they were raised by and where ever they were raised. When our mother's aren't as nurturing as nature intended...How are we supposed to turn out? There's just too many thoughts I can not gather to complete this written 'thought'.

Holidays.

I am not a selfish person. I have selfish tendencies sometimes & I blame my moms. Our house is divided...and it's been like this for as far back as I can remember. It even goes as far as she has a fridge in her room. Everything I buy is for me and everything she buys is for her. I dare not ever ask her for shit. My survival is really questionable butt I find a way. Well the point of this is it feels good to actually be able to buy loved ones gifts this year. I'm not even expecting anything in return, haven't in a long time and will continue to do so. It just feels good. Yo no matter what the conversation it always ends with a $$. smh man