stream-of-conscious3

4am & yes I am still up so much on my mind omg tres tetas lol and i thought i had an issue there is only so much as humans that we can bring to the table ok idk where iwas going with that oh yes i am human & yes i hurt & yes it takes me a while to get over things but i try to look past them stay strong even if they are thrown in my face all the time shrugs so yea...ok this snoring is getting annoying seriously i need to listen to some music maybe damn its novemeber idk what to do really yes i need to get it together nods head.

BLAH BLAH BLAH!

BLAH BLAH BLAH!

I'm Naked. I'm Numb. I'm Stupid.

My in securities

grab a hold of me

& take control

which sets a cloud of fear

over my head

which triggers my mind,

my thoughts,

my reactions....

Writer's Block.

I have not blogged since August. Why am I slacking? I feel that everything I write shouldn't be bull shit. I'm trying to present you with the right choice of words or ideas & have not figured out how to approach it yet. My next blog is coming soon. Maybe today maybe not. Writer's Block.

Purexed - P.O.S.

This Video is so DOPE. The lyrics are on some next level shit. I Love it.

Reality Check.

Well today was just an ordinary same adventure day just a regular Tuesday nothing really new. Same Ole wandering around downtown ending up on 14th street smhh. I ran into some really awesome people down on 14th street & got a free show. A little poetry slam in front of my face. That was awesome I see that they were really passionate about what they do and realized that I really have no "real" passions. I mean dance is like blah now a days I barely bust a move but yet still can't stay still when I hear a beat. No matter how much you love something there is ALWAYS someone better out there or just a step ahead of you, which sucks by the way. I wish I was a little more artsy. I need some motivation. Being such a negative person doesn't help either. I need a passion!